I'll call you Andrew too. Good name, though Afa is cool too.
Wayne switched his philosophy after writing Your Erroneous Zones. His latest books are more aligned with renewing your connection to your true self, or Spirit. Here are my favorite books by him: Inspiration, The Shift, Excuses Begone, and Wishes Fulfilled. I would start with Inspiration and Excuses Begone. Wayne wrote all of these books after his wife of 28 years left him for another man. He said it was a dark time in his life, but then he had the inspiration to write these amazing books. These books changed my life.
I go through the same: sadness that turns into anger, and then the desire to call it quits. It's normal. You are doing everything you can, so feel at peace knowing this. It was hard for me to find that peace last night--barely slept. I keep wondering what my H will do, and think of all the implications. But then I remind myself of the stuff in Wayne's books and it really brings perspective (though not necessarily sleep...)
Hang in there. Enjoy your day with the kids. Tori.
