Thank you NG! Your insight truly helps. I am aware that I'm pinning myself as a victim and wallowing in self-pity. I have tried training myself to get out of this mode but I feel so defeated when I fall back in. I HATE IT!
Thank KG! for stopping by. It helps to know I'm not alone in all this!
M 42 H 39 T10 (-2yrs separation) S8 D5 DD 7/30/11 (EA&PA) Reconciled 6/2013 Separation in works 1/2017