Tomorrow is a New Day

[hopefulinga]

Thank you so much Bklyn. That means a ton and lifted my spirit. I have lost some of my confidence and he has commented about that over time, and about my being insecure.

I don't believe he thinks life will be great and he can be with OW. I think he sees me as the root of all evil. He admitted to me when this first started that I was not the only problem, but he felt like I was going to give him a heart attack(not the first time I heard that).

I read some DB tonight and made notes of what I was doing when things were better, even over the past few weeks, and of what his complaints are. Now, I'm tired.

H didn't call me or D like he said he would, but I am not reading anything into it. He said they are on an intinerary and didn't know when he could call. I will not call because I don't want to pursue. He may have also had a confrontation with one of the people there, or maybe they are having some level headed discussion to resolve the issue.

Since he says he didn't like it there, I think I will probably hear from him at some point.