Thanks labug. I know what you say is true. It's just so hard to feel like this and to know that I have to let her go. I feel like she was my one chance at a life filled with happiness and someone I could share the rest of my life with.
It was so wonderful to hear her tell me that she loved me. To think I will never hear her say those words again is very hard. I know I will get through it but not sure I can ever have that kind of love both given to me and me to her.
Not to mention the loss of her boys. They did not connect with me the way my girls connected with her and that I am truly sad about.

Time will tell and I still have hope but I know until after this custody battle is over she will never return.


M-45
W-44
2D - 11&13
2SS - 11&17
Married 10/10/10
Bomb 3/5/12
Moved 5 houses away 4/20/12
Back together 9/12
Seperated 6/13
Divorce Final 11/13/13