Welcome back! Along with the fear and frustration, I see many positives here! Yipee!
I want to post more, but my time is limited today. I have been thinking of you, your H and the boys, and missing you lots! Thank you for your awesome post on my thread.
My H's father died suddenly on Friday, so I'll have very little computer time until next Monday. I'll be in for a little while today, and then some tomorrow, though.
I agree with the others here - I think you H's statement regarding working on your M in 2004 is huge. No, it doesn't mean everything will be perfect, beginning today, but it does seem to indicate awareness and a desire to try, which I also feel is huge!
There is so much more I want to write, but really can't right now.
Please hang in there, Jackie. You are doing so well. I really have hope for you guys. ((((((Jackie)))))))
Mockers2
"Somehow we survive, and tenderness frustrated does not wither." Dennis Brutus, South African poet
"That which does not kill us makes us stronger."
Friedrich Nietzsche