Tomorrow is a New Day

[hopefulinga]

Musing on the EA vs. friendship with this woman. And I know I need to let it go. I think journaling about it helps me get beyond yet.

I know that she is playing damsel in distress and I am sure my H's ego is inflated by all of the attention and he feels like a superhero. She has confided in him about details of the split of her marriage and what a nut her exH is, as well as when she had him arrested, etc. For a while, it was like a play by play last year and then it stopped.

My H does still share with me, including the crap about her, but obviously not everything, like the pics he sent last night. So, I take comfort in the fact that he still shares his feelings with me and his hard days at work. Do I like these emails? No.

Which brings me to my internal stuggle of GAL and feeling like this stuff will get worse if I pull too far back.