MrsD: congrats on the week. And just understand and accept mornings where you wake up missing him....it happens. Im in the same boat this morning, I dont know why exactly but yesterday at practice was just strange, we didnt speak, didnt really even look at one another, maybe thats why im in a funk, but you simply have to recognize it for what it is and PUSH forward.

There are easy days and there are hard days, obviously today is going to be a hard one, im pretty listless at work right now, dont really wanna do anything, but its not like im dying to contact her either, its just a blah day.

On a positive note I did realize yesterday that I have seen her about 4 times since I noticed two weeks ago she didnt have her wedding ring on and I haven't even bothered to look to see if she's wearing it. Maybe she put it back on but most likely I would probably think since she had it off that she probably kept it off. Either way its not something I can worry about anymore.

Keep your head up MrsD: Im gonna try and do the same even in the face of what seems like insurmountable odds good things can happen.


M:39 W:41
T:15 M:12
SS:16 S:11
WAW:6/15/12
JER. 29:11