I"m so sorry about the financial stuff. Will Gabe be able to collect unemployment? Can he do work for anyone under the table? Maybe he could go to school and get some extra education that could help him get a new job in a different field - one that might open new doors for him. He really sounds depressed to me (but I'm not there of course) and something new can change everything.
There are jobs babysitting, walking dogs, pet sitting etc that can be picked up with one small ad. Something to tide you over.
But what is GABE doing in all this? How is HE trying to help the situation? This should be very telling.
And has he ever mentioned your anniversary - now or last year?
I'm praying for you, Mish. Praying for all the right things and the answers to come your way. Hang in there!
