I'll try to have a positive outlook for this Friday. I didn't get to exercise today because I stayed in bed just to spend time with s3 before I go to work.

Yesterday was bad and I let that day dictate my mood. Today I will be positive and be myself lately I've been trying too cautious so that W won't see anything negative, but let's face it, majority of what I do now is negative for her. I've been moping around lately and this is not me. I will not worry about W's actions today. I will try to get my focus back for the kids and me. I need to GAL. But I still have question from my last post. I'm interested what your thoughts on that.

Newman

me40; W43
M18; T~20
D18; S13 & S3
bomb 5/9/11
EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM

Separated 4/1/14

"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.