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[mishka422]

Still nothing on the job front. A couple of interviews but they are notoriously slow getting back.

The finances are a shambles. All it takes is one missing paycheck and I'm sunk. The last of the money went out today....ugh!

My stomach is in knots for other reasons too. This coming Tuesday would have been our 19th anniversary. I've been trying to talk to myself about that day not being important anymore, it means nothing, he's here now...blah blah blah. It's not working. Every year it seems like that day gets harder instead of easier. WTH is that????? ARGH!