This is so hard. You have truly looked at yourself and made some wonderful improvements. None of us will ever be perfect. Keep working on you.
That said some of your H walking on eggshells fears have NOTHING to do with you. It has to do with him and him knowing that his behavior is wrong.
Keep doing what you are doing. Its hard to believe that we are the same woman that came hear over a year ago. You can hear the difference in your posts. Be patient. Ridiculously patient.
Even if I knew for sure my H would never ever come home I would not go back to the old me.
Hugs
---- M 39 H 35 D5,D4 M 4 T 9 ILYBNILWY 5/18/11 Left 7/11/11 Divorced 12/1/13
