It's only natural that you would wonder what he's doing when the weekends come around...you were w/him for a long time. Old habits are hard to break and they take time.
I doubt that he'll contact you until he returns from his recent trip. His focus is on the trip and his associates at this time.
I hope that you can find something fun to do this weekend besides sitting and doing homework the entire time. You need to get out and enjoy the outdoors a bit and not worry about anything but yourself...now, that would be a change...wouldn't it?
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
