H and I exchanged a few emails yesterday regarding the girls, logistics and finances.

I am so much better at being dark then when I need to have contact with him.

I get so angry that I have to act like everything is A-okay. I get so angry that he has dismissed his family and blamed me.

I recognize that these interactions trigger my irrational and angry thoughts. I have my own life now with my girls and its good. His emails don't need to get me worked up.

I don't want to be a angry bitter person. I want my kids to know a happy and joyous mom. We have a lot to be grateful for.

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M 39
H 35
D5,D4
M 4
T 9
ILYBNILWY 5/18/11
Left 7/11/11
Divorced 12/1/13