Newman, I feel your pain and your thoughts. It's so strange how you can have a decent day then all the thoughts and questions start to swell up in your mind and it pulls you back down. That's where I am at also. Really the only thing that is keeping me sane is exercise. Do you have time to exercise? I have been dealing with the feeling of hopeless. Nothing seems to help, and being told to be patient is not that easy. Keep your head up and one day at a time. Is my daily slogan. DR
Thanks for chiming in DM. Appreciate the encouragement. Yeah man this is painful and such a roller coaster. I'm glad you're keeping your sanity in check. I'll visit your thread. You are right exercising help. I usually exercise in the morning but this morning I didn't because I only slept a few hours. That's when my mind and obsessions to all this came back. Good to hear from you.
Stay in touch.
Newman
me40; W43 M18; T~20 D18; S13 & S3 bomb 5/9/11 EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM
Separated 4/1/14
"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.
