Newman, I feel your pain and your thoughts. It's so strange how you can have a decent day then all the thoughts and questions start to swell up in your mind and it pulls you back down. That's where I am at also. Really the only thing that is keeping me sane is exercise. Do you have time to exercise? I have been dealing with the feeling of hopeless. Nothing seems to help, and being told to be patient is not that easy. Keep your head up and one day at a time. Is my daily slogan. DR
