Hi There Joelidad, Sorry to see you here but happy you found the board. (I know.. doesn't make sense). First of all, thry to get Michele's Divorce Busting or Divorce Remedy books from libarray or Amazon or here.
Post your story o the Newcomer's board. Try to explain your situation as much as possible. You'll get feedback.
Read up on other people's situations. Reading other's people doubts and discoveries really helps.
The first few weeks are tough, but don't give up. It gets better.
May it be eternal while it lasts.
My sitch
Me: 36
H:34
M: 5 years
Bomb: 03/14/06