best and worse thing to ever go through

[eyesopen]

Maybe I am reading to much into it, but why tell me that I am missed and then say there is no hope. Am I being strung along? Is she just making sure that I can continue to give her time? I am willing to wait,(the DR way), just not sure how to keep from being a doormat. I am working very hard on detaching and GAL. Any thoughts? I know she has needs space and time to work through all of this. I am willing to see it through. More than anything I want my family together. I love her and I believe in her.