hopeful, it seems to me that you're wanting GAL activities with your H. it may help to focus on yourself and not yourself with H.

GAL for yourself and spend some money on yourself. you deserve to have things that you love and interest you, too.

by wanting to be with him, you are pursuing and it's pushing him away. let him see you as someone independent and happy WITHOUT him.

and if you can't think of some interest you can spend money on, go shopping for clothes and shoes! it always makes me feel better!

(((())))

M:63
H:53
S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23
M:15
T:16

Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways."
H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12
12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing