Once again thank you for everyone who is reading and replying to my posts.
To begin with if anyone new to this site is reading my sitch I'd say to them hang in there, things do get better. Am starting to find a little peace of mind. And I was one of they people who read others say "it'll get better but I was sure I was different".
Am still waiting on my books to appear. But it's clear from the advice am getting I have to find out who I am, do things I enjoy as me. Don't try to be someone am not. Be myself. I am starting to get there slowly. VERY SLOWLY. But am moving along at my pace. Patience is the word I keep hearing and it's not just patience until my wife sees any changes but patience with myself. Am enjoying my days more. It's not all doom and gloom but I deserve to be happy on my own and hopefully share that with someone special (yes my wife who I love).
Time will heal and time will tell.
Kevin
Me-38W-28. M-2 1/2. Together-7 years OM-14/4/12 Told M in trouble-17/4/12 BD-5/6/12 S-5/6/12 ProofOM-17/06/12 Start to change me-31/08/12 EA+PA-14/04/12-now
