stubborn - can you believe this - i don't need the duct tape.
as i was driving home today - i reached the place of understanding - i don't need to say anything i don't need to be right i can just BE
i suddenly saw how when i got rid of the fear of feeling invisible because of what h does or doesn't do, i didn't need to stand there and be heard.
I can hear myself, I can see my changes, I can see what I still have to change for myself and I am suddenly okay with that. everything else has suddenly become irrelevant.
all the kicking and screaming and shouting i've done all my life was to feel that i was more visible. now when i really am, TO MYSELF, i don't need those avenues any more
I may not need the duct tape but the Pia tapes sound like i could learn alot - what's the title, did u get them on amazon?
how are you stubborn? have to come over to see if you posted.
(((((((((((( )))))))))))) zig
me 46 H 38 M10yrs T 11 S10 BD ow 8/11 h filed 9/25/12
"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"
