Divorced #5. And I think Im getting it..

[Mrs D]

Hey Carnac. Nothing was said when I picked C up as well. And yay for me for responding and not reacting!!! He was still mad as well when I got there. He wouldnt even look at me.

Awesome, awesome night with therapy. I dont know if I told you all but when I heard that song "True Believers" this morning, after it was finished, I came over the hill to the office. The light was red, and I was just in tears. Because even though I am not married to X, I still believe in that marriage. Anyway, I asked God for forgiveness at that stop light. I know God forgives, but Ive never asked for it.

Carnac, you said the other day isnt it funny how certain things come at the times you most need them? I felt even more sense of calming after I asked today. I dont feel as obsessed about X, although I find I am still obsessed about the GF. I need to find a way to let that go as well. I am the better option.

Day #5 tomorrow.