Goin' off the rails on a crazy train...

[wishing, hoping]

So I have not posted for a while. It's getting really ugly here in D land. H is very very angry and just chastises and berates me for everything. He even asked me if I was out of my mind for using the credit card? Hey, it's my card too jerk. Let's not talk about the thousands of dollars you racked up on your girlfriend. So that did not get a reaction from me so he tells me I will be served with papers because my attorney did not respond to his in a timely manner. I know it has to do with finances because he does not want me having ties to the money and he says I am keeping him from speaking to the kids. I know this is all retaliation for taking him to court and saying he cannot have the kids around OW. I have made life very difficult for him. Now he is mad and I don't know how much more craziness I can take. I am scared he will take my kids and leave me penniless. I know I am jumping to conclusions, but I saw how evil he got with his ex so I have no idea what I am in for. I need encouragement and help.