Aw Hopeful. That is tough and I know just how it feels. When they say it's a roller coaster, this is what that means. I totally get it when you say you're not sure it can work in the long run though. Only time will tell.
SS put on my thread not to take it personally. I'd pass that advice on to you. I do think that a lot of this is about him and not you.
Keep at it and remember to not rock the boat if you can. It sounds so subservient for gals like us but hey, that's a 180, right?
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