The only thing I know for sure right now is that I want my M, but it seems hopeless. I don't think I can be friends w/o expectations. Does anyone with hope of saving the M continue being friends w/o expectations? And if so, how? It seems so unhealthy. You're putting your heart in someone else's hands.
I'm not going to initiate any kind of contact/calls, but if he calls, I will try to sound ok with everything. I think that's the best I can do right now.
Sasaima
PS
How long have you been separated? How long do you plan on keeping the doors open for your W? It's a hard call, isn't?
