a few of the bullets there are looking like your announcing that your still in limbo. Just waiting for the A to end.
I also notice that one of your goals is to reward your wife the morning after her dancing with the OM.
Your actions will speak loud here.
I think your starting to regress. A month ago you decided what you needed to do to move forward. Now it looks like your planning a holding pattern.
You are setting goals to reward your wife to continue having her cake. Serious Bill.. Hair treatments.... Why not emergency funds and barrier fee's
I never understood that smile and treat them like they are the most amazing person in the world when they are disrespecting you.
"Honey you look amazing. I hope you had an amazing time disrespecting the family and hurting me to the core tonight. Breakfast in bed tomorrow ? I have that manicure scheduled for you tomorrow. What oh... Ok I will get it scheduled for Friday afternoon next week."
Come on Bill. Your better than this.
Work on yourself and university. Work on the house and your children. Be polite and civil. But no R talks. No being super upbeat all the time. You will become a gasket ready to explode.
What happened to these goals ?
I want to be a strong role model and great father for my kids.
I want to be a great teacher.
I want to be financially and emotionally independent again.
I want the next chapter of my life to be my best chapter.
I want to be the best ME I can be.
I've got a long way to go on this journey & either way whatever happens between me and my W, I know I'll be OK.
