Dropping the rope, hope I'm doing the right thing.

[scaredsilly]

thank you hopeful and busting, for your kind words.

however, i haven't always been as i am today (and i have a long way to go). if you look back at my posts from the beginning until just lately, you'll see a blubbering idiot who was so scared and so sad and lonely.

i think we will all get to the place where we'll be happy. we just have to get THROUGH this and come out the other side. people go through what we're going through all the time. lots of them are even happier than they were when they were in the M they were so afraid to lose.

i'm stronger and better for all this. i see so many others feeling the same way on here. when we become LBS's, it's not ALL because of what we've done, for the most part. some of us just pulled back because we were unhappy, too.

accuray once said that the LBS was close to being the WAS when the bomb dropped. we were that way because we wanted things to change.

well, things are changing...