This is most difficult. But you have to stop pursuing, for your own sanity.
I want so much to pick up the phone and call W, but I don't. W moved out in Mar. I recognize she felt she had to be out of the house and the R. Is time going to heal or revive our M? Probably not. But I'm beginning to feel better about my life.
If he asks what you have been doing, say you have been busy. You are still in the game, if he is going to C. W quit going over a month ago. It was unproductive. Be honest with him. Tell him what you want to in C, but do not talk about the R outside, unless he wants to.
W and I have NO talk of R or M or anything significant.
Hang in. Do for yourself. Walk, get outside and impossible as it is, do not focus on what he is doing.
