Dear Snodderly, Thanks I asked my h to see the priest. Said maybe then came up with some excuses but then he said he'd think about it. Last night H was anxiety ridden he said due to his eyes getting blurry and he's worried. Wanted to go for a walk and talk and then at night in bed just wanted to hug me and same this morning wanted to hug me. I think some of this may be guilt and for sure anxiety. Always worried about his health.
When I get depressed I remind myself that it's good for him to suffer some guilt. I hope it's eating him up. I pray that what is hidden will be revealed. That he will confess what he is doing.
My children are all adults. 3 live at home. The youngest is 18. My girls know about the affair but don't know I suspect him again. My 2 sons know nothing. My youngest might be upset if his dad left but would probably be pretty angry because his dad can be hard on him and H would be shown as a hypocrite and a liar.
I feel that if I confront him, he will only lie to me unless I have evidence to expose him but I don't. Then he'll just get mad. That's what happened when I caught him on google earth looking at her street and bald face lying that he still didn't know where she lived! Then had the nerve to get mad at me. But insisted there was nothing going on.
