Am I kidding myself.

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Have not been posting for awhile but still strugling through.

Accepted transfer out of state. Had discussion/email with W and she understands and agrees it is my best option. I still am not sure it is "our" best option....

I continue to work on me with GAL and accepting the state we are in. I am trying not to persue but seems like when i initiate conversation or email and open up my heart she responds in kind??? She has admitted that she does feel lonely at times.

Is it wrong to "persue/initiate" if it seems to be received well? I move out of state in January and will be traveling a fair bit up to then. I feel time is short and want to take advantage of every opportunity but in doing so am i showing impatience, presureing...