Ha - Just signed my last post "BAR"...

Anyway...

The supervisor from Hell called me this morning. Sort of to apologize although some people (like her) don't exactly ever do that. My husband was like that. Never ever said "I'm sorry" - he liked to "explain" himself. UGH. That does not work for me. Josh says "I'm sorry" even if he isn't the one who causes me the problem. In fact - he never causes a problem.

Anyway...

So she got a call from the government supervisor about my upset. And she wished to explain that she had 6 staff off on sick leave. But she would give me one staff to take the trip if I could provide another. So I'm searching for "the other". I told her that she had not explained ANYTHING to me and took a strip off of me for talking to her employee who works in my house. I had not undermined her - we had been continuing an ongoing discussion. There are 5 workers in my house and I speak to them daily - we have an excellent relationship. I like them all - they do a great job. So then she understood. I had to suck it up and get past it all because it is the only thing that would help.

So I'm back to making the plans. I do believe I can make it all work now. And I feel better. But not happy I lost a few nights sleep and my blood pressure is sky high.

I DO NOT LIKE the supervisor. I doubt I will ever like her. Every journal entry I've made in the past 16 months seems to be about her. Like fingernails on the blackboard. But I will do my best for my son. As always.

Barb