Snoddery I have simmered down.... Trying to wrap my head around this. Guess this explains the doing stuff around the house and being nicer to me..... I'm guessing the whore is someone he works with and if it's who I am thinking of she's married too! And she older then me possibly older than H. The e-mail I read about the zombie run said he sent it to this woman and she was going to run and he was going to be a zombie so he could chase her and bite her! His dumb sisters response LOL ok better make sure she has all of her shots first. WTF is wrong with people!!

Right now I will continue to wait...... Pray...... Think..... Process... Make it through the day at work.... I spend half an hour on the phone with my pastor, he prayed with me. That helped me feel a bit better. As each day passes I think is this really my life, has my husband really lost his mind, is he really betraying me like this..... yes.... Is the unfortunate answer..... Where do I go from here?