Slightly hopeful optimist..

[Just A Guy]

Lol and after I look at that list of what needs to happen it all boils down to her wanting to work on M. No way around it she needs to drop the reservations about "you shouldn't have to make a M work" and realize that making an M work is the only way M's last.

I will continue to invest time and effort into me. I still need to find something which I am interested in to take the place of soccer. I cannot believe that my sitch is already 6 weeks since bomb, things are better but the same if that makes any sense. Limbo is a tough place to be. I don't want to convince myself that things are working out and that we are going to be fine, I find myself being posative about everything I can and I think it blinds me a little to the fact that she hasn't yet felt that sense of desire to stay together that I do.

Patience, patience, patience.