Another Stander,

Thanks for posting. I missed your post it was hard to see and type these things in a phone lol. Yes I know a lot of times I contradict my actions. I'm still learning this counter intuitive principles. I'm really trying to stamp this in my head, I mean it is stamped but my actions are still not in sync with it.

Yes she wanted to leave but I'm the one that suggested it out of anger from the last blow-up on the EA with the same OM.

I'll read your items to remind me and will practice what it actually say.

Please keep me in check. I'll keep journaling so you guys can guide me.

Newman


me40; W43
M18; T~20
D18; S13 & S3
bomb 5/9/11
EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM

Separated 4/1/14

"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.