Still together but trying to save this

[PeteWyo]

Marriage counseling round 2 was of no help. The OM came out and she just kept defending her stance that it has nothing to do with him, when it has everything to do with him. She even admitted that she would be trying harder if it weren't for him. Counsellor told her that we could fix all of this and it just bounced off of her. When she said we could go to counselling she said we could talk about it if they said there was a chance. That is what happened and she still has her mind made up. I am not giving up. I am getting out and hanging out with friends and working on me and having great success. I just wish she saw that and she isn't in the house anymore so she will never know. Tomorrow is our anniversary. We are going to dinner. At least I get to have one last dinner with my wife. If I would have know Thursday would have been the last time I got to sleep next to my wife, I would have stayed up all night and cherished every second...