best and worse thing to ever go through

[eyesopen]

She has said that she doesn't want to fake it anymore, but has not told me she misses me. I replied to the fake it comment that I don't want her to pretend either, but I would like a chance to start over.

As far as GAL goes, I am trying. I am putting the final touches on a studio apartment in my basement. I have a renter lined up, moves in on the 23rd. The work has basically taking all of my free time, but once it is finished I plan on doing anything and everything. The studio will allow me to support her financially and stay in the house.

I am working and have been for about a year.