Scaredsilly: Thanks for the post....I am more encouraged today than I have been in at least a couple of months. Not because anything has really changed, but more because i'm becoming more ok with everything and knowing that im becoming someone that I really like. I've really tried to practice gratitude and thankfulness in my life these last few months and its really paying off in how I feel about myself.
As I saw here a couple of months ago I think im truly becoming 'a husband only a fool would divorce' and know with certainty that my next relationship will really be incredible...im still incredibly hopeful that relationship is with my wife and if it means waiting 8 months or 18 at least today I can say that im prepared and willing to do either. Maybe with time that changes but for now im willing to remain standing and continue to improve myself.
