Newman, Wow I just read your Sitch. As I am reading it was like I wrote all of your comments. My Sitch is almost identical. M 17 years and with little to no problems until 5 months ago. I to am riding this emotional roller coaster, where I cannot sleep or it wakes me up early. This hurts so bad and you really cannot put your finger on why. I am going to follow your posts, it does help having the support of everyone on here. DM
