Dear Annie, Becker, and Tempest,

Thanks for being here for me. I didn't want to mention the guns, but I am getting scared. I don't know my H anymore. There was an article in the paper yesteday about a romance novelist who was murdered by her Vietnam Vet husband because she threatened to divorce him.

I am going to pick him up at the airport and approach him with the latest evidence. I am going to tell him he has to leave.

I could stay next door at my parents'...(which means I have to tell them what is going on, and then my whole family will know.)

My H returns sunday after 9PM. He has a trip tuesday to the opposite side of the country from where the OW lives. He has arrangements for a "date" there tuesday night with someone new.

I have a friend who offered to store the weapons, but there are so many they would take up my entire car trunk. And then there are knives, like the big one in his nightstand. And guns are so easy to get. He could even snap my neck.

I am trying to accept and process these latest developments -- a really hard thing to do.

Thanks, thanks, your input really helps. But, no one can do for me what I must....Keep me in your prayers. Mare

[This message has been edited by mare (edited 06-11-99).]

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