WAW Spouce wife says she is not in love with me.

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I can understand where you are coming from. Her issue is that she feels we didn't talk after this all went down. Well everything I read or was told to deal with this was give her space, stop hovering. So I did that and we didn't work on anything. Now she is in a relationship that will end badly.
For me I have no idea what to do anymore. Last time I went to therapy didn't get anything from it. I told him what was going on and I am stuck in limbo.
I get the feeling that she wants me to make the final decision or file the paperwork for divorce because now she can't afford to use her attorney. Now I know we need at least the agreement regarding finances I just know together as a whole we are stronger then we are apart. But can we be together again. Those are the other books that I have looked at or articles I read over. It is possible.
Do I feel this way because I have not found someone and moved on with my feelings?
I have tried the dating sites and have not found anyone. Yes I have been on a few dates but nothing. I was texting this one woman who I was supposed to go out with this Friday and she canceled on me. She met someone online.
I still have my ups and down days. When I am with my kids doing something like a amusement park or the beach I have fun but know it would be more fun if she were there next to me or maybe just someone. So I can do rides my son wants to do or take a break for a few minutes. She has this in a way. Or at least when he is not drinking.
I know my day will come just feels that since all this started every time I try to get up I get kicked back down again.
I was even about to email my ex and ask her what I did long ago to get her to notice me. Maybe that would help me. I have women friends tell me I am a great guy and it will happen. Well when. Last time I waited 4 years before finding my now ex. That was 15 years ago.
Work is busy and doing very well. Not saving as much as I want for a house but doing better and money is better. I will be in my own home at some point while she is still stuck in a 2 bedroom condo.

Just more mad ramblings from a obscure mind at the moment.