Here is an email she sent to follow up on the text that I was too busy to respond to (busy at work).
Titled: "Reality" Well, you didn’t text me back and I know this isn’t where you thought we would be days away from our nine year wedding anniversary, and I’m sincerely sorry that I’m hurting you. It was never my intention to hurt you, but I don’t want to fix things. I’m happy, genuinely happy for the first time in a long time. I used to lay around and not want to make dinners and mope and feel alone. I don’t do that anymore I feel good about me about my relationship with the kids. I have made my peace with this. You are an amazing guy and anyone would be lucky to have you, but I can’t force what I don’t feel. We make a great team and we’ll be able to be great with the kids together and rely on each other, but the reality is I want out. You’re holding on to something that I’m not. Wearing your ring isn’t going to make me come back anymore than reading the books I asked you to read years ago is. I had moments of happiness with you, but it was all in anticipation of something else. I want us to sit down and talk about who gets what and divide things up and talk about the house. I can’t share a space with you anymore. It’s not sharing a space it’s me on the couch. I would rather have my own space, so I’m bending. If you want to stay in the house, I’m willing to rent one for now until we get to a lawyer and figure out how this is all going to work, but can you afford the house on your own if I move out? We need to talk about custody, holidays, dividing of assets, I want my car in my name, etc."
Am I wrong to think that she's even more serious about the D? I'm losing hope here.
