So sad I can berely stand it today. cryin as Im writing. I have a appt with my counselor thur. Maybe I need to talk to my priest. Can't talk to my so called best friend. She doesn't encourage me. Back when I was just having problems with H she said I should leave him while her H aint any better. He may not have had an affair but he got caught soliciting someone when he was drunk. that guy is my h's childhood friend. One of the guys he goes to the bar with. The other guy is divorced. Believe it or not I like these guys but they are not perfect.
We have weddings to go to and things with the family and I don't know how I am going to do it. Maybe it's cuz i feel so bad today. Need help
