Thanks sandi2 you speak the truth and it hurts. I will digest your post as there's a lot of kick in the rear there at the same time motivation and reminder that I should start with me first.
me40; W43 M18; T~20 D18; S13 & S3 bomb 5/9/11 EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM
Separated 4/1/14
"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.