MrsD: Just keep working hard. It actually gets easier, i don't even like that it has gotten easier, but it has. You simply have to make sure your going more than 2 steps forward and 3 steps back because you never get anywhere that way. So now that you have made it through two days then wake up tomorrow and tell yourself that you can make it through another day...and you do that everyday and then one day you will look up and realize you haven't talked to him in a week or more.
