What happened to your boundries? I think this was a HUGE mistake on your part. You are getting your hopes up. What happens to you if he closes up and distants himself from you? At the same time, you have to remember YOU are the ex wife and he has a gf. You need to respect that.
2x4 time is over. We all backslid during DBing. It's time to redecicate yourself to the process. Respect yourself...create some boundries.
