I hurt deeply. This struggle I go through now is one I put off when we split. It's also one I never allowed it to get a full grip on me when we were together and I knew something was going on.
I had to set a meeting up for us about finances. We spoke, I was happy and cordial. I told her thank you for a wonderful Saturday when we went to the funeral together. She said thanks too. (She sounded so happy and content. Like this is what she wanted - letting her go for good.) We spoke briefly about the weekend and the kids and that was it.
I am in a deep fog. Do wives ever come back? Should they? Should we allow them to? What is my one true hope?
Me:42 W:43 M:03/08/98 SD17, D13 Found out about affair:12/16/10 Found out again: 06/22/12 Split: 06/22/12
