I'm not sure what I want. I haven't felt like this in a while. I just wonder why I'm still doing this when he's adamant about leaving. Risking my heart seems like a mute point.
Bug, I see what you're saying. I haven't felt like I HAVE to save my marriage in a few months. Would I like to? I'd be lying if I said no. I was doing so good. Seems like every time I open my mouth, I'm the one that ends up feeling bad. I need to figure out why. At this point, nothing H says should really make a difference in what I'm doing. But it does, and I don't like it.
