you are not alone in the sunday night blues after a good weekend.. i felt it too last night. i am trying to remind myself that i am truly starting to enjoy so many other parts of my life and feel so much better in general.. that this will change in time too. i also tell myself that this feeling is just letting me know what i want again in my life, it is only info for me, and that i will have it one day.
it sounds like you are doing so so well overall.
i also like to remind myself of this quote lately: "By not knowing, not hoping to know and not acting like we know what's happening, we begin to access our inner strength." Pema Chodron
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Me(f): 51 W: 41 DP:8 M:3 T:10 "W not happy" 7/11 D final: 8/13