Today's update is a lot like the previous day's updates... I had a great weekend, Friday and Saturday were mostly spent alone with my puppy, cleaning up the house, relaxing in front of the T.V. and writing. Sunday I spent the whole day with a couple groups of friends watching football and having a genuinely great time.
I got home Sunday night and the sadness started creeping in at my voice echoed through the empty house again. It seems like the better my day goes, the better my GALing goes, the harder the nights become, missing W, being confused by my sitch and the lack of communication we're having these days, and just wondering when my PMA and GALing will keep me smiling through the lonely nights.
But I'm definitely doing better than I was a month ago, even a few weeks ago. I know these most recent developments with W and the period of "Dark" i'm going through are part of the natural ebb and flow of DBing. And I know you folks will always be here to give me words of encouragement so I can pick myself up by my bootstraps and soldier-on through the darkness. Thanks for that!
