I mostly have been able not to think about OM and I do not find it "emasculating" as someone Bill mentioned on his thread.
There fixed it for you, Arsene I respect you and whatever way you choose to go about dealing with your sitch, but did you really mean that when you said it?
You admit to repressing your thoughts, what has it done for your self esteem? Testosterone levels, self worth? You may have found ways to block them out or justifying them not being emasculating, but that doesn't make it so.
Bill
Me 34 W 32 D 9 S 6 M: 9 years T: 12 Bomb: 02/11/12 EA/PA: 12/17/11 - ongoing Moved out: Oct 2012 Joint Filed for D: 2/11/13