Tori and Labug, I do realize that whatever I say as a consequence, that I will have to follow through with otherwise it is an empty threat. Like so many times it has been said, Action speaks louder than words.
To simply add to this confusion, I paid her a compliment earlier for how nice and clean the house looked. She responds, you know I feel good. I think I was depressed. Internally, I'm thinking, well of course you feel good, you just had a little party at our house with some of your friends and OM. Duh. Is be happy too. I'm saying this without anger or sarcasm. Just the truth, as I remember the highs of first dating The more aggravating thing she said shortly thereafter, "I'm not saying the I feel good to be rude, because I know you're not happy.". And then she told me how I was feeling unhappy several more times. I have been able to truly be happy around her, by focusing in the kiddos and what not.
At this point, I'm going to sleep on everything and bring it up in the next few days, because I want to make sure I have the emotional and physical strength to do have this conversation. I'm wiped out.
